Saturday, March 11, 2017

Fear of the Dark Lent 2 Mono Mills United Church



Simon & Garfunkel “Hello Darkness”

When Norio and I go to Portugal each year in May, one of the things we love is being stretched out on a long chair, looking at the skies – day or night depending on the weather. The house is in the country, at the top of a hill so we can see the city of Faro, a plane or two coming in to the airport, and the city of Olhao. If we want we can turn off all the lights in the yard and just BE in the dark.

The word ‘lighthouse’ in Portuguese is ‘farol’ and there is indeed a lighthouse in the city of Faro. Southern Portugal is full of them – there is one in Olhao, twenty kilometres from us. There is one on the western coast in Albufeira, and if the weather is really clear we can see the lighthouse at Vila Real de Santo Antonio – right on the border between Spain and Portugal. So we sit, outside in the dark-but-not-dark, in absolute silence. Even the sounds of the nearby freeway are muffled. The moon rises, and the whole seascape is in front of us.

In the book “Learning to Walk in the Dark”, Barbara Brown Taylor writes:

 “When I first began telling people that I was studying darkness, their reactions all came from the same direction.

“That makes the hair stand up on the back of my neck!” one woman said, rubbing goosebumps that had sprung up on her arms.

“Is it about spiritual warfare?” someone else wanted to know.

“Darkness as in evil, or darkness as in depression?” someone else asked.

Their associations with darkness were so uniformly negative that I thought about sending out a survey to discover how that had happened. How had so many people arrived at the conclusion that darkness was something to be feared, fought, gotten through, or avoided? Was it a Hollywood thing or a Freudian thing, a ghost story thing or a religious thing? Had their parents instilled a fear of darkness in them to keep them safe when they were young, or did they have their own alarming experiences of the dark to fuel their fear? What explained their apparently universal agreement that the best way to deal with any kind of darkness was to turn on a light?”
I tried to think back to my childhood – in northern Saskatchewan in the summer, and I mean the far north – the sun barely goes down – so from about May until the end of September, we lived outside. It was only when the colder weather and snow came, and the sun only came up about six hours a day, that we were inside after dark. I don’t remember being afraid of the dark. I do remember my mother’s stentorian voice echoing through the neighbourhood about the time the street lights came on.

Did you know that there are different kinds of twilight?  First, there’s civil twilight – that’s when the car headlights are legally supposed to come on – how often do we drive down the roads and see cars coming which might not have lights on, or maybe one missing? What do we do?
Nautical twilight – when it’s possible to steer by the stars. Last year, the US Navy began re-instituting the training of sailors in by-the-stars sailing, with sextant, compass, charts. Instrument sailing is OK, but what happens if instruments fail? Sometimes it’s good to know how to do it the old way.

What does the sea look like at night? On the bridge of a ship at night, literally everything is turned off except instrument panels. Dark, heavy thick curtains blank off the whole bridge from the entry doors. Sailors have to be able to navigate in the dark. If the lights on the bridge are turned on, they cannot see *out* of the ship. It needs to be dark to be able to navigate.

When planes come in to the airport, the lights are out, even lights in the flight deck. Only the instrument panels are lit. Bright light from planes can affect the vision of other pilots, other planes. Light can be a distraction, and we don’t see the other things we *need* to see. Sailors and airline pilots need dark to “see”.

Astronomical twilight – which is almost fully night – when even the faintest of stars can be seen. We get a much better sense of our place in the universe in this time – and with the moon and stars, is it really dark?

Without the dark, what would we see? What would we miss? What are we missing now?
 I wondered what it was like living in a place where there are at least two months of darkness in January and February. So I asked some friends….

Rev. Leila Valtonen in Helsinki says “There's 1000 kilometers worth of difference between Helsinki and Lapland, even!  Up there the sun does not appear between the end of November - mid-January. But they say nordic lights and snow give a different kind of lightness... I think for me it makes the change of seasons very emotional indeed: candles and lanterns in the dark and enjoying the outdoors when light is back. Summer nights are very special! Who would want to sleep then!

Yet there are big differences between individuals. Some are diagnosed with depression. Different advice and techniques are given: bright light lamps in the morning. Some people are afraid of the darkness coming, and in Finland of course there's often a long period of greyness and lots of rain before the actual darkness falls in. Snow brings some comfort and joy to many.

Lorna Koskela on the other side of Finland says:
As for congregations ..well not sure of this but 1 Advent Sunday has traditionally been the most popular day to go to church (almost a must) linking Easter to Christmas with the reading of Jesus' triumphant journey into Jerusalem ... I wonder if that is - in part - to get us through the darkest time (Advent begins the six weeks of darkness in northern Finland, and obviously the shortest days before/after winter solstice in the whole nation) -  so another thing to think on is Christmas being placed where it is not so much to take over pagan festivals but more to celebrate the anticipated coming of light to turn back the darkness

Bjorn Broch Johansen, who comes from Tromso in the far north of Norway says “I grew up at 70  degrees north,  even north of Lapland. The sun was completely gone for 2 months, and then stayed up for 2 months straight in the summer. I recognize most of what Leila points out. What's important to know is that this applies to a small minority. Most of the people are not bothered, but rather enjoy what each season has to offer. When this is all you know, it is normal. But seeing the sun pop over the horizon again in late January is always a happy day.

So – what can we say about dark for ourselves?  If we have fear of the dark, how do we cope? And that’s physical dark – but it becomes a metaphor for the darkness of not knowing where we’re going – of feeling lost, of feeling our way along. Did Abram and his entire entourage go with trepidation? Did Abram get an earful more than once from Sarai about not even knowing where they were going? All we’re told is that God came along and said “Go”, and they did. When Jesus and the disciples set out for Jerusalem – did they go with confidence or fear?

Lent is a good time to reflect on unknown journeys. Life itself is an unknown journey, and within that there are times when we have to take chances, step off on what appears to be the best road, maybe the only road, and walk in the dark. So for Lent, we reflect on walking in the dark- remembering that we are walking together.  May it be so.


Sources:
1.      Barbara Brown Taylor . Learning to Walk in the Dark, Harper Collins Publishers. 195 Broadway, New York NY 10007. Pp. 26-27






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